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Cybernetic Breakdown

by Justin Loera

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1.
now you've really shown me who you were all along Falling to the ground I realize I was wrong Always should of known that you would leave me alone with a knife in my back, broken down locked me in the cage and threw away the key left me in the darkness and unable to see living in the prison that you all designed point and laugh as I rot from the inside Genuine concern and nor the time of the day never to consider as you threw me away pushed me off the edge and then you left me for dead feel the pain, is this all real? Murderers and liars masquerading as friends Now that I've escaped I focus on my revenge I will never rest until you're deep in the ground as I stand above you, looking down I approach, you turn the other way baby where'd I ever go astray? Oh y'know, someday I'll make you pay Don't you dare forget me I approach, you turn the other way baby where'd I ever go astray? Oh y'know, someday I'll make you pay Don't you dare forget me
2.
Diabolic 06:03
Can I submit to the life Diabolic I sold my soul, you can see what is on it My sweeter vengeance you know I will plot it I only think in infallible logic Can I submit to the life Diabolic I sold my soul, you can see what is on it My sweeter vengeance you know I will plot it I only think in infallible logic Beat down and cut to the bone Before I bleed out I'll take you all to the grave Thrown out and cast aside Darling I fear that you've made your last mistake I remember every word Every lie intending to destroy I cannot take this Much longer now I'm gonna make this My thornéd crown I cannot take this Much longer now I'm gonna make this My thornéd crown Can I submit to the life Diabolic I sold my soul, you can see what is on it My sweeter vengeance you know I will plot it I only think in infallible logic Can I submit to the life Diabolic I sold my soul, you can see what is on it My sweeter vengeance you know I will plot it I only think in infallible logic Oh hail the torturer Your sick'ning images flash across the screen Each time a stab to the heart It's getting harder to live with my silence I remember every word Every last intention to deceive I cannot take this Much longer now I'm gonna make this My thornéd crown I cannot take this Much longer now I'm gonna make this My thornéd crown Can I submit to the life Diabolic I sold my soul, you can see what is on it My sweeter vengeance you know I will plot it I only think in infallible logic Can I submit to the life Diabolic I sold my soul, you can see what is on it My sweeter vengeance you know I will plot it I only think in infallible logic I wanna watch you burn (Don't you fuckin' lie to me) I wanna watch you burn (Don't you fuckin' lie to me) (I don't need your pity) I wanna watch you burn to the ground (Don't you fuckin' lie to me) I wanna watch you burn (I don't need your pity) I wanna watch you burn (Don't you fuckin' lie to me) I wanna watch you burn to the ground (I don't need your pity) Burn in your silver crown Don't you fuckin' lie to me
3.
Obsessive 04:08
I don't want it you can have it there's more to life than you The devil tempts me with riches You tempt me with your love and promise all of it's spoils Oh baby, baby, won't you please You know that I am not one of you I hope you'll make an exception This doesn't end in rejection Oh baby, baby, no it won't I gotcha right where I want you now no escape I'll make you love me back someway or somehow, I gotta Keep sharp and nice and clean, you will see I really don't know how this thing will turn out, ya wanna? Oh girl you've seen nothing like me So what's the matter with timing? and now you want to avoid me? oh baby, baby, don't you please How dare you call me obsessive Oh babe that's really upsetting now look how angry I'm getting oh baby, baby, won't you please I gotcha right where I want you now no escape I'll make you love me back someway or somehow, I gotta Keep sharp and nice and clean, you will see I really don't know how this thing will turn out, ya wanna? I don't play... I gotcha right where I want you now no escape I'll make you love me back someway or somehow
4.
Buried 04:07
To find your love you gotta work on yourself but really is that working, I cannot tell the only one I wanted ever was you It's predetermined after all we been through How can you tell me that you don't feel the same? You'll come around soon baby that's just the game What can I do to be good enough for you? and before I go to sleep you're all that I think about my love is 5 feet in the ground So now I lay to rest I can't live without ya, girl my sun my stars and my whole world I haven't heard from you in over 6 months if you'd forgotten I had wondered as such I know your busy but I just want a call A small confession how I gave it my all I died the day I thought you found someone else And now I know I'm not good enough for you? and before I go to sleep you're all that I think about my love is 5 feet in the ground So now I lay to rest I can't live without ya, girl my sun my stars and my whole world High upon your castle, you look down on me down on me High upon your castle, you look down on me down on me High upon your castle, you look down on me down on me Now my love you're buried, 5 feet under me under me Now my love you're buried, 5 feet under me under me Now my love you're buried, 5 feet under me under me High upon your castle, you look down on me down on me Now my love you're buried, 5 feet under me under me and before I go to sleep you're all that I think about my love is 5 feet in the ground So now I lay to rest I can't live without ya, girl my sun my stars and my whole world
5.
Avoidant 04:25
I can’t keep you away Thoughts and feelings invading my closing space I just sleep through the day Hiding in fear I fall to my knees and pray What will they think of me? I have fallen so deep into my own hole What will I ever be? Crossing bridges and paths that have passed me by How’d I end up alone? Dig through trauma to see where it all went wrong Weathered down to the bone Am I destined to fade into my own dream?
6.
Mortal 07:40
Oh I am hiding away and there is nothing you can say To take away all the pain But the outsiders do betray Oh I just sit here and weep While my child has gone to sleep Oh will I see her again Will I recover before then I don’t think we will Survive This is my way to say Goodbye In all my days I’ve heard it all before something’s calling Me home When I grew up All I wanted was love But now my world’s Come crashing down My skin tearing body broken Struggle breathing Eyes not seeing Take your pills and lay thee down and drift off into sleep...
7.
Our Ending 06:40
What will become of every sinner will they all fall and die? What will become of every sinner will they all fall and die? What will become of all the righteous will they all rise and fly? What will become of all the righteous will they all rise and fly? I'm waiting for the day this all will just end Approaching destiny it all will depend on me I shoulder all the blame and none all the same we're burning quietly our God will put out the flame Long ago I chose my path it's useless I cannot change it now Too many words I wish that I could've said Never had courage to confess how I feel to you Building everything up until it all falls down watching all the pieces and as they all fall away... What will become of every sinner will they all fall and die? What will become of every sinner will they all fall and die? What will become of all the righteous will they all rise and fly? What will become of all the righteous will they all rise and fly? Building everything up until it all falls down watching all the pieces and as they all fall away... What will become of every sinner will they all fall and die? What will become of every sinner will they all fall and die? What will become of all the righteous will they all rise and fly? What will become of all the righteous will they all rise and fly? What will become of every sinner will they all rise and fly? What will become of all the righteous will they all fall and die? What will become of every sinner will they all rise and fly? What will become of all the righteous will they all fall and die?
8.
We don't have much longer to live But I felt we had more to give Will the children all suffer alone? Or will they also be going home? It seems like the end of our world and all the people have come to pray All the goats will separate from the sheep Oh please awaken me from my sleep oh yeah The town's devolving to anarchy The last known state that will ever be Neighbors killing in front of me The devil's here he feeds upon the grief this is a cybernetic breakdown this is a cybernetic breakdown (Rock out Gonna have a lockdown Maybe have a breakdown Nothing is the same now come around) this is a cybernetic breakdown (Rock out Gonna have a lockdown Maybe have a breakdown Nothing is the same now come around) this is a cybernetic breakdown this is a cybernetic breakdown (Rock out Gonna have a lockdown Maybe have a breakdown Nothing is the same now come around) this is a cybernetic breakdown (Rock out Gonna have a lockdown Maybe have a breakdown Nothing is the same now come around)

about

a big thank you to the following people:

to my blood - all my love and gratitude to the Loera Family and the Paiz Family.

to my extended family - Eddy Nunez, The Rosales/Tabares Family, the Garcia Family, and the Klein Family.

to my band - Hector Chaparro, Rob Guastini, Rick Flamenco, and Dave Gomez.

to my friends - especially the G-Squad and Co., my fellow musicians, my fellow bruins, and my fellow soldiers.

to my gear/engineering mentors, on whose advice I'm becoming the best musician/engineer I can be - Dave Gomez, Chad Huskey, Jason Sadites, Joe's Logic, and Kenny Gioia.

an extra special thanks to Matthew Kiichi Heafy, Mikael Akerfeldt, Steven Wilson, Zahra Yazdani, Regina Brodell, and Ani Mard.

In loving memory of Neil Peart.
In loving memory of Kobe and Gigi Bryant.

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released April 25, 2020

additional personnel:
hector chaparro - bass on track 1
gunther deniro - spoken word on track 3

written, recorded, performed and mixed by jtloera
mastered by aaron moxness

copyright 2020 G Recordings.

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